The short version of why we are moving.... Writing this while holding a grumpy baby, on hold on the phone, occasionally chatting on facebook and while eating breakfast.

As you know we are moving soon this has happened so suddenly, I though I would be living in Toowoomba for years and years.  The move has taken us both by surprise as neither of us thought we would ever move to Bowen.  Even though I grew up there I moved away when I was 17 and was sure I would NEVER return.

The past year it seems like the doors have been closing in my husbands face with work then two weeks ago he went from full time Salary to part time work.  We had been feeling it was time to move on from his career as it was not very family friendly working for 5am to 8am in the mornings and then 2pm till after 8pm at night plus extra hours during the day, some days he could work 12 hours or more. 
He was also away most weekends and for a week 4 or more times a year.  Last Wednesday the possibility of moving to Bowen was presented as an off hand comment.  Within a week this comment, lead to us moving to Bowen, housing arrangements have been taken care of and being called to help out in a small Church.
It as quite funny as two weeks ago I actually let go of my dream to own my own house any time soon.  I had just had another house inspection and handed the long list again of all the things that needed to be done.  I was sooooo over renting but felt that I had to hand over this dream that I had been hiding in my heart. and said whatever happens I will be happy to serve God and do his will.  It is not that is was a bad or wrong dream but in a way selfish what I wanted.  I was starting to resent renting and this was starting to show by how I was keeping house. Then just under one week later we are offered a house for very little money, on a big block.  Big enough for the kids to be kids on, have chickens, pets grown our own veggies, renovate everything I have been secretly wanting.  The last few days the words from a word that I had been given when I was a teenager keep coming back to me Ï will grant you the desires of your heart if you follow and obey me."

So now we have to pack and find a new school :( I love the school they are in and really don't want to take them away from there.  Have to make new friends and get to know my old friends again.  So I am now on a recruiting mission anyone want to come with us.  Below I have added some pictures to see if you feel led to come with us. 

 

I have been having trouble with blogger I am unable to leave comments, I have been reading what you guys are up to but just can't comment at this stage. Joyfullmum loved your last post. 

The story of my first pregnancy.

Last night while driving home I was reflecting on my first pregnancy and birth.  I though I would share the story with you.  My eldest is really a walking miracle, everyday when I look at her I am reminded of the power of prayer, how special she is and how if it were not for God she would not be with us or she would need special care.  Here is the short verson of my story there were many other instances when it was evident that God had his hand on us.  I often think she must have such an amazing journey with God ahead of her because of what we went through to get her here.

I should also clarify that I knew from early on that our child was meant to be within a week of finding out we were pregnant I felt that this baby was going to be a girl and I also had a name for her.  I believe this helped with my faith that God would come through for us and that we were to fight for her both in the natural and in the spiritual.


My husband and I were very excited when we found out we were expecting.  It was what we called a blessing by surprise the pregnancy came a year earlier than I had planned.  (yes me planning again, looking back we can see Gods hand in this.  If we had waited another year to have a child we would have had a mortgage, I would have just had a promotion with my job.  When we felt the Lord telling us to move back to my husbands home town it would have been so much harder.) 

The first 11 weeks of the pregnancy went well, I was not sick at all, at 12 weeks while at work I had a massive loss of blood.  Luckily my doctor was about 2 blocks from my work so I drove straight there.  She phoned my husband and we headed to emergency being told things did not look good at all and not to expect to much.  I don't think I had ever prayed so hard as I did going to emergency.  When I got to emergency I was rushed into a little room and soon passed a huge mass.  Things did not look good but I kept praying and believing that my baby would be okay.  After I passed the mass I had to go and have a scan, and to everyone surprise a healthy in their words "viable fetus"  was visible. 

Soon after that I transferred from private care to public as I was told if anything went wrong they would send me to the public hospital.  I ended up with one of Australia's leading experts on high risk pregnancy as my doctor and he assigned his top intern to be my doctor.  The care I got from them, I would never had gotten if I had stayed in the private system.  I was diagnosed as having subchorionic hematomas.  Tearing and bleeding of the placenta. 

Things went okay for the next few months I still had bleeding every now and then at about 26 weeks my blood work started giving concerning results and my blood pressure was high.  So from 30 weeks I was in and out of hospital with high blood pressure and wacky blood work.  I had scans every week from 26 weeks and then every day or every second day depending if I was in hospital or not from 32 weeks.  Every time I got admitted I also ended up with a room all by myself which was amazing.  During this time I really withdrew into myself as I only had Glen to talk to so it was me, my husband and God.  So all I had was God and my husband to lean on and to talk to about my fears during those long days sitting in a hospital bed.  As I said I was in and out of hospital they could not work out what was wrong I had high blood pressure but did not have preeclampsia.  I had funny liver function tests but my liver seemed to be fine from the scans I had.  However the placenta was a worry and seemed to be deteriorating.

At 37 weeks my doctor decided to send me home again, as he left the room to get the paper work I quickly said a prayer as something just did not feel right.  Within a minute of me praying he returned and said he would give me one more scan and if everything was okay then I could go home and I would have to come back the next day for another scan.   I went for a scan and as I was heading back to my room my doctor met me in the corridor and said he was going to induce me asap as my placenta was failing fast.  If I had gone home she would most probably have died.  So I got induced that day.

The labour was long and hard.  One of the things I really wanted most was a natural birth.  I had prayed about this and the Lord knew the desire of my heart.  After a few hours of being in labour my child was getting distressed, very week and there were no free surgery rooms.  They started scrubbing and preparing a room and calling in a team to deliver my child by c section.  At this point my husband went and sent a text to family and asked for prayer.  Within half an hour of the request she was born naturally and had an great agpar reading.  She was very small and weak but other than that she looked perfect.  We were told there was a chance that she could have developmental delays or other issues due to the placenta not working, lack of oxygen and nutrients.  She has shown no sigh of those things other than a tendency to get ear infections due to the tubes not being properly closed and strength problems which is common in children born before 38 weeks. 

Other issues arose at the birth I was hemorrhaging and the placenta was breaking up but through prayer again it all worked out perfectly no need for surgery, I was able to go back to the ward with my baby and went home 2 days after that.  Which was a miracle as she had jaundice that went away very fast and I had lost a lot of blood and they thought I would be in for at least 5 days.   When we chose her second name we found one that means God is gracious.

God is really amazing trust in him and rely on him in your hard times he will be there for you.  I have found time and time again that God is the only one to rely on, people let you down, and are often not there when you need them, but God will always be there.  No matter what you are going through, hand your worries and concerns to him and you will find a peace no person can give you.  

Here are some of the bible verses that got me through this time.

Trust in the Lord with all your heart; do not depend on your own understanding. Seek his will in all you do, and he will show you which path to take.
Proverbs 3:5-6 (NLT)

Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God. And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus. Philippians 4:6-7

Wait for the LORD; be strong and take heart and wait for the LORD.
Psalm 27:14 (NIV)

And God is able to make all grace abound to you, so that in all things at all times, having all that you need, you will abound in every good work.
2 Corinthians 9:8 (NIV)

I can do everything through him who gives me strength.
Philippians 4:13 (NIV)

... the LORD your God goes with you; he will never leave you nor forsake you.
Deuteronomy 31:6 (NIV)
No power in the sky above or in the earth below—indeed, nothing in all creation will ever be able to separate us from the love of God that is revealed in Christ Jesus our Lord.
Romans 8:39 (NIV)

... but those who hope in the LORD will renew their strength. They will soar on wings like eagles; they will run and not grow weary, they will walk and not be faint.
Isaiah 40:31 (NIV)

Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. For my yoke is easy and my burden is light.
Matthew 11:28-30 (NIV)

Give all your worries and cares to God, for he cares about you.
1 Peter 5:7 (NLT)