The end of an era ...

Just when you think you have your life organised, things change.  That is what has happened to me this week our plans of moving in January have changed and we are now going in 2 and a half weeks. 

I am really struggling with this move I know it is the right thing, I know we have been called to help in this church but...... my heart feels different.  I really love the lifestyle here.  I am very comfortable, we attend a great Church, the kids go to a good school that is attached to the church, even the ballet school the girls attend is run by a christian, and I think that is the problem.  The last few years I have become very comfortable with life and where we are.

So here we go about to jump in boots and all out of our comfort zone.

Was a bit over whelmed this weekend so did lots of baking on Saturday.  In an attempt to get my mind off trying to work out what to do and how do we go about doing it.  Anyone who knows me well knows that when I have a lot on my plate I create something, crafting, painting or bake (not just everyday baking it has to be creative cooking).  Since the craft room is in the process of being packed up I baked.

I did add fine toffee drizzled all over but hubby put this in a container before I could take a photo.

Check out my Bek's family favourite recipes for the recipe, more to be added in the coming days.

I better get back to packing up the junk craft room.

I have started to get the house organised and to pack up a few items we are planning to go to Bowen in a few weeks to show the children where they will be living, check out schools and take a load of stuff up.

Packing up has made the move more real, still torn about going, today I took a break from packing and did some baking and craft.

I made choc self-saucing pudding, homemade ice-cream, meringues and Puff triangles.  You can view the recipes at Bek's family favourite recipes.  Lately I have been getting back into cooking from scratch.  I grew up on a hobby farm and we made most of our sauces, jams, jellies, ice-cream, yogurt, cheese and the list goes on ..... from scratch.  I have been quite alarmed at what additives are being put into foods, especially foods that only have 4 ingredients to make from scratch but the bought product  contains at least 10 ingredients such as ice-cream. 

The short version of why we are moving.... Writing this while holding a grumpy baby, on hold on the phone, occasionally chatting on facebook and while eating breakfast.

As you know we are moving soon this has happened so suddenly, I though I would be living in Toowoomba for years and years.  The move has taken us both by surprise as neither of us thought we would ever move to Bowen.  Even though I grew up there I moved away when I was 17 and was sure I would NEVER return.

The past year it seems like the doors have been closing in my husbands face with work then two weeks ago he went from full time Salary to part time work.  We had been feeling it was time to move on from his career as it was not very family friendly working for 5am to 8am in the mornings and then 2pm till after 8pm at night plus extra hours during the day, some days he could work 12 hours or more. 
He was also away most weekends and for a week 4 or more times a year.  Last Wednesday the possibility of moving to Bowen was presented as an off hand comment.  Within a week this comment, lead to us moving to Bowen, housing arrangements have been taken care of and being called to help out in a small Church.
It as quite funny as two weeks ago I actually let go of my dream to own my own house any time soon.  I had just had another house inspection and handed the long list again of all the things that needed to be done.  I was sooooo over renting but felt that I had to hand over this dream that I had been hiding in my heart. and said whatever happens I will be happy to serve God and do his will.  It is not that is was a bad or wrong dream but in a way selfish what I wanted.  I was starting to resent renting and this was starting to show by how I was keeping house. Then just under one week later we are offered a house for very little money, on a big block.  Big enough for the kids to be kids on, have chickens, pets grown our own veggies, renovate everything I have been secretly wanting.  The last few days the words from a word that I had been given when I was a teenager keep coming back to me Ï will grant you the desires of your heart if you follow and obey me."

So now we have to pack and find a new school :( I love the school they are in and really don't want to take them away from there.  Have to make new friends and get to know my old friends again.  So I am now on a recruiting mission anyone want to come with us.  Below I have added some pictures to see if you feel led to come with us. 

 

I have been having trouble with blogger I am unable to leave comments, I have been reading what you guys are up to but just can't comment at this stage. Joyfullmum loved your last post. 

Here is a lovely blanket rack I purchased from someone on eBay.  I am going to do paint it white, it will be perfect for hubby to hang his clothing on that he wants to wear again, instead of on the end of the bed!!!!

Today I was feeling a bit down about having to move to a new town (and needed to get away from a clingy, screaming baby for a few hours) so I went out and purchased some renovating and decorating magazines and a tin of white paint:)  I am excited about having our own place that we can do up and having a bit of land to plant lovely gardens, have hens and space for the children but just wish it was not so far away.  It is not that I don't want to go and do what God has called us to do it is just I don't want to do it in the location he wants us to go to.  At least I have the house reno plans to help me keep my mind from having to move.

I went window shopping to get some decorating ideas and found these wall decals.  So glad I found then today as I was going to purchase a set from ebay, these were half the price from House and Garden.

This writing will be going on the patio wall after I bag and render the walls. The front patio in this house is like another room without 2 walls the patio leads to the front door and will be the perfect games/reading and morning/afternoon tea area.

This book I purchased today is divided into 4 areas and has little pockets where I can put clippings and paint samples.  I am going to divide the book up into 4 areas bedrooms, wet areas (bath room, toilet, laundry, kitchen), living areas (lounge, dining room and office) and outdoors (patio's and gardens)

My stash of Mags I got, when I went to Mitre 10 I found all these free plan project planners I grabbed a heap covering everything from rendering, painting to building guinea pig cages and forts.

Back again :)

It has been 6mths since I last posted can't believe we are in June already, where has the year gone.  It has been a very busy year so far, in March we welcomed the newest member into our family a little boy. 

I have started doing some craft again and am about to embark on a huge challenge, life has taken a turn and we are being led somewhere I never though and actually said I would not go unless God really wanted me to, but more about that later.

I am planning to be blogging more and will be blogging the house reno I will be starting in the new year which I am sooooo looking forward to I am so over renting and house inspections every three mths. 

Cookie Exchange

This year one of the ladies in our church had the great idea of having a cookie exchange.  The basic idea is to make one batch of cookies, slice, or something like that.  Make 10 for each person, bag them up, and a plate to share then get together and have a cuppa and swap our goodies.  It was such a great idea and so helpful to me, I usually do a lot of Christmas baking but have not been well enough this year to do as much as I usually do. 

Yesterday a few of the mums from playgroup came over and got to feast on all this. 

I made Spiced Christmas Tree Biscuits you can get the recipe here.  The day I baked for the swap was the hottest we had had in ages, the mixture did not like the heat at all.